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So Sunday I graduated after 5 years of schooling from hell lol I am attempting to find a job right now, although it's rough with the economy sucking ass. Even though I spent 5 years studying French, school kind of ruined it for me, mainly because I didn't really learn the language all that well, just "studied" the literature and other crap that isn't going to help me translating...really pissed and disappointed in that. I'm going to try to look into French translating jobs to see if anyone will actually hire me even though I"m not that good in French, and if that works out, hopefully they'll pay for me to go to a college to get my master's in the French LANGUAGE, not literature lol If that doesn't work, I'm just going for a secretary job cause I am an organized freak XD I just hope I can find something in the next 4 months or so so that I can save up for a couple months before I have to start paying those wonderful college loans. That could potentially be a problem too, getting a job: I still don't have a car, and I lost ALL insurance as of Sunday. So if I get sick, tough shit, if I get in an accident, I'm going to be forever in debt to the government(as if I'm not already lol). So yeah, I need money, I need a job, aaand I need to get out of the house XD
Sorry I've been so absent in life...the past 2 years of school has been hell in a handbasket, and anytime I'm not working on school, I just want to play freaking games to relax and get out of reality >.< Now that I'm done with school and don't have a job (yet), I can hang out. Call me anytime if you guys do anything, I miss you guys <3
Off to job search...
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| R.I.P. Sandy |
[09 Sep 2007|05:48pm] |
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Well today has been very depressing.
Over the past few months, Sandy has slowly been deteriorating - only eating people food, then the past few weeks she hasn't been eating hardly at all. Today I get woken up to Andrew saying "I think Sandy's dead." I thought he was joking...but he wasn't...so I go and check on her and she's still alive, but barely. She had her eyes open, not even blinking, and just lying there by the front door. I felt around to see if I could feel anything(braindead as I just woke up), but I couldn't...she was only breathing. You know how if you poke a dog/cat, they'll look at you or move or do something? She didn't do anything...just layed there with her eyes open, not even able to look at us.
Mom and Dad weren't home, so we called them to see what to do - they tell us to just keep an eye on her until they got home. We try feeding her, first her normal food, which she didn't eat so we gave her treats, and we were very glad to see that she ate some. Mom and Dad came home about 2 and Greg and I had called around for a place that was open - the closest place was down towards Etna. We carried Sandy to the van and Dad, Greg and I went down, Andrew didn't want to go so Mom stayed at home with him.
We get down there and they come out with a stretcher and take her inside as fast as they could. The one doctor came out shortly after to tell us that she thought her liver wasn't working at all and that she had sorosis possibly...she said blood tests would confirm that, so we told her to do that. About 5 or 10 min later, she comes out and tells us that she does have sorosis of the liver and that there's almost nothing anyone could do to save her...she let us think it over a bit and we decided that we had to put her down. The poor dog was tearing up all day, with what energy she had left. They brought Sandy into the room we were in and let us spend time with her...all of us cried, even Greg and Dad, of whom I hardly ever see shed a tear, let along cry their hearts out. We stayed in the room with her as she left this world and tried to comfort her. It was so hard to let her go...we stayed in the room and cried after she was gone. I still can't stop crying. I knew I'd be upset, but I never imagined crying this much...I can't stop picturing her the last few hours I've been with her, just watching her and being so helpless...
It's gonna be weird without her here with us, and I think it's gonna take a while to get used to...but in any case...R.I.P., Sandy...
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Type your name with your:
nose: cheryl
elbow: c hneryl
tongue: cher yl
chin: cheeryhl.
eyes closed and one finger: cu347p
back of hand: xgfytqww35rkjo
palm: cheryl
wrist: ccchedrytlo
LOL OMFG THAT WAS FUN!
Sorry I've been dead the past like...6 months XD I've been very busy with school and work, but as soon as school's over I'll update, I promis ;) hehe
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| Busy...bad but good I guess |
[11 Oct 2006|08:00pm] |
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Well it's been a couple weeks since I posted...I've been extremely busy studying for tests, doing homework, working, and clubs. I'm studying more this semester than I ever have, but I'm getting worse grades...I'm kinda depressed about it...my Ancient and Medieval World class is fun...I enjoy it, but I got an 82%...after she curved it...but everyone did bad...it really sucks...I thought I did OK on it, but not the low-OK...I've become extremely anal about my class grades, and basically, anything under an 85% is unacceptable for me...so I'm depressed that I got that low of a grade...then there's my Geology class, which is interesting too(at times), and I've been failing the homework assignments, even though I actually spend a decent amount of time finding the correct answers...and on my test last week, I got a 79%...I studied my ass off for BOTH tests, and I got shit for grades...I'm so depressed about it...I don't know what I could do differently to raise my grades...blahhhhhhhh...oh and my french class I'm not doing as well in as I did last semester, Interpreting lit is OK, and oh man...don't get me started on Japanese...well, I'm going off on it anyways cause I'm pissed off...we have daily grades in class, out of 5 points...I always got 4 or higher, and this semester, I'm getting 3's! That's half our grade! last year I think I got below a 4 like..once...and now I have like 6+ 3's and I'm worried about my grade...I don't want a B...I'm working enough to get an A, why am I not getting it? ugh :( and we had the first part our of mid-term today, and she was sooo unforgiving when it came to repeating the things so we could write the answers down, and they're so difficult! We can't understand her in class cause she speaks so fast in class, doesn't explain wtf she wants us to say/do(cause we can't understnad), so how the hell are we supposed to do the same for the test?!? it just pisses me off that she seems so unforgiving...I studied my ASS off for that test...I've done so much, and everyone else studied at least 4 hours for that test, and everyone was saying how they failed it...it's unanimously confusing, so why not slow down your speaking? or even just like...say it fast, then slow down a bit, then say it fast again? that way we can compare the fast to the slow, understand the differences, and LEARN from it? UGH omfg I'm so pissed, and ready to cry too...I try so hard for that class, and so do most of the others, but we're all like...failing the class...I'm so afraid I'm not going to get into Pitt because of all these lower grades, cause I know they're anal about that too...I'm SO scared. Fall break this weekend, so I think I'm going to have to study more to catch up/get a head start(even more than I did before) so I can raise my grades...I think it might look suspicious if I went from having a 4.0/3.8 with 6 classes, to having only 5 classes and a lower GPA than that...they might think I'm slacking off or something...I'M SO SCARED :( I hope I can catch up this weekend...(I ended up getting a better grade on my midterm than I ever thought imaginable...)
Another thing that happened last week...my wallet was stolen...some fucker took it and used my credit card on Paypal(never used that in my life)...so I've been trying to get everything back in order with that(what a PAIN) I had my: drivers license, credit card, VS card, debit card, health cards, social security card, and a few other not-as-important things...but yeah that sucks balls...everything is taken care of except my drivers license and SSC, which I'm doing this weekend...it just REALLY sucked balls that it happened the week before my birthday :( I cried when I didn't know what happened to it, then I found out it was stolen, so I got super mad and wanted(still want to) beat the SHIT out of the person who stole it...so if I ever find out who it is, they're DEAD(not literally, but I might do something mean to them :P) I don't know if I would actually have the balls to punch someone(that whole fine/permanent record thing...), but I dunno...if I saw him/her, I might be overcome with anger that I would hahaha O:)
and now I've caught a cold :( stupid nose *stabs*
On a better note...I had a good birthday :) I got a cookie cake from Melly and a phone dingler thingy from Lindsey of traditional Korean-wear on a queen :) it's soooo cute! I love it! hehe then I went home, and I saw Forrest later on, and he got me a scale :) I've been wanting one for up at school cause it's motivation to lose weight, and this one tells you how fat you are, how old your body says you are, cals you burn doin nothing and a few more things! so ti's not one of those cheap ones...I'm excited hehe I saw Rach too, and that made me _very_ happy and excited hehe :3 I got a dolphin-shaped lightbulb from Andrew, ROLOS from Greg(teehee), money from my grandfather(holy poop), ginger snapsLOL and a gift card to use anywhere from my parents...which I'm going to use when I lose weight to buy clothes :D which by the way I'm down to about 153 now!!!!! about 15lbs more and I'll be at my target weight! so over Xmas break when I see all you guys(and you guys MEET LINDSEY) I shall be a sexy beast ;)
well, I'm hungry, and I have to go to work in an hour, so I'm going to eat :D bye loves! <3s out
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| GREEEE |
[23 Sep 2006|09:34pm] |
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first of all, I'd like to wish Lyse a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
:D I hope you had a _wonderful_ birthday ;)
I've had a decent weekend so far. Forrest came up Friday night with some boozkahol and we(Mel, Lindsey, Forrest, Jamie(Mel's friend), and I) drank a bit. We got chinese(wasn't that great...), we talked about boiz(Mellie has a new one in sight) and we watched Jack Sparrow, while drinking Jack XD sorry I had to add the irony lol but yeah then we went to Jamie's room and watched this thing she made from their past fun times...twas interesting lol afterwards, we came back to the room and watched the rest of POTC, then went to bed.
Got up today and we just watched TV(Sweet 16 to be exact...that show pisses me off to no end)...then Forrest and I went to Sheetz to get food, and watched more TV...then we went to Grove City to try to find shoes for Forrest, but failed...lol we sat in the bed of his truck and just stayed there for a good half hour-hour...it was really windy, but it was really nice to just sit there and talk a little :) Then we came back and watched Kung-fu hustle(great movie btw)...then he left...and I cried...cause I'm a baby(fuckign PMS doenst' help any either)...so I've been kinda blah since he left...but yeah I looked up the time the Fluh closed online, and it said 6:30(it was 6:50)...so I was like FUCK I have to walk all the way across campus to get food...so after I walked Forrest to his truck and he left, I started to walk towards Rocky's, when I looked in the fluh and saw that OMFG it was still open! I was so fucking excited...so I go in and get food and it was good...cereal and an english muffin :D yeah breakfast dinners! lol that like...totally made everything better
came back from food, and I've been trying to actually get some work done...got a paper written(needs edited) and I finished my geology homework(that i hopefully won't get an F on)...and yeah I dunno what I'm gonna do next lol no one's here, so it's kinda nice gettin work done without too many distractions(don't get me wrong, I love my roommates) lol Maybe if I get all my work done and stuff, and the other girls aren't doing anything...maybe we can make Lindsey watch HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE!??!?! We're going to make her one of us lolol well...I mainly just wanted to say Happy Birthday to Lyse, so I'm gonna go and get stuff done! laterz loves <3 :D
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OK so yeah I go to look at my homework grade for geology homework that I spent a lot of time doing...0 out of 50...WTF I'm sittin here freaking out cause that's a fuckload of points...I mean...he didn't even give PARTIAL credit on them, which he said he did to a lot of people's stuff...fucker...so I e-mail him and he's like "you shouldn't worry about just this one grade...going to one of those improving skills classes to get the 2 points and planning on getting better grades on the other homework assignments and you should be fine"...WELL DO YOU THINK THAT I PLANNED ON GETTING A HORRIBLE GRADE ON THAT HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT?!?!?!?!!? that pissed me off...I'm not going to one of those stupid lecture things unless I fail this next homework assignment and get a bad grade on my test...so yeah fuck you
and yeah french is stressing me out...AGAIN...because of this stupid piece of shit work that we're analyzing...I don't mind learning new words and trying to figure stuff out...but like...when it's 75 words, and some of them aren't even what the dictionary says they are(or even a synonym)...HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND IT!?!?!? Slippery Rock can suck my nonexistent fucking balls. The teachers suck. There's nothing to do except drink. There's too much shit going on. I HATE this fucking place. I can't _wait_ to get the fuck out of here and go to Pitt...if I don't get accepted...I'm gonna flip shit.
OK I think I'm done ranting for a bit lol On a good note, Forrest is going to come up this weekend and all of us(roomies, Forrest and I) are going to have some fun*maybe add some jack or something to the mixture O:)* lol I'm excited for him to meet them and vice versa. I think we're gonna have a blast lol
OMG at movie night with the gals(Mel, Liz and Shari this last time...sometimes we get more) I talked with Liz about Fushigi Yugi...cause she's the only other one that knows the story*so far ;)* but OMFG it makes me want to read it again haha and I'm gonna start reading fruits basket*again* soon :) Shari and I are gonna switch our mangas to read :D I are teh excited CAUSE THEY'RE ALL SO CUTE! hehe I'm so fucking behind on my anime that I just wanna be like -instant knowledge of anime- but I wanna take the time to read them...and buy them eventually lol
Yay for dinner with Amber later! Then boo for work, then hopefully making Lindsey watch Howl's Moving Castle :D hehe leave some looooooooooove <3 ;)
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[14 Sep 2006|07:55pm] |
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OK so yeah I don't feel like trying to read 4 pages of french, of which 75 words/phrases I didn't know, and then try to say what it's about...oh I also don't remember all of the tenses in here, which is about 6 more so yeah fuck you Eva..."oh this shouldn't take you too long to do"...yeah maybe for you who has been studying french for HOW many years? yeah no fucking way...and it's just a stupid little hw assignment...oh well
But yeah hey I'm transferring to Pitt next year...cause I can't stand the 2 teachers here any longer...besides...it was my goal to go there in teh first place...it's their fault they didn't accept me lol I need a better education...I don't feel like I'm learning anything here...but I've made GREAT friends here...they were the only reason why I didn't transfer to Pitt this year...but now that we have another year to become better friends, I'll be able to have awesome friends that I can still hang out with after graduation*hopefully* from both HS and SRU...I'm really excited but nervous about going, but I really do think I need this if I want to get anywhere in life...so here I go again! lol
I think this year I will also be President of the Japan Club, so I'm excited about that...I get to be the main organizer of events, have fun, and have it look awesome on my resume down the line! I'd also like to be an officer in teh French Club, preferrably VP, but I'd settle for less*there's actually people in it this year!!* So it's kinda nice to finally have some competition :) And we actually have some things that we're going to do this year, instead of like...2 things...so I'm excited...I mean, this is gonna be the BEST semester*at least* if not year EVER...I have movie nights with my girls, exercise time*so I'm losing more weight!*, fun stuff in both French Club AND Japan Club, wonderful times with my lovely roommates, and I'd like to call everyone once in a while to keep in touch*I know I keep saying that but this time I really mean it!*...so I'm psyched! I also might have time to work on my french*because my class isn't teaching me shit other than how boring literature can be*, so I might actually be prepared for Pitt when I go! lol There's just so much to do to move on with my life I don't even know where to start! BUTOMFGIMSOEXCITED!?!?! lolol
I know, I'm psycho...but leave somethin for meh! <3s
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| OMFG SO LONG SINCE I UPDATED! |
[07 Sep 2006|07:19pm] |
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well first off, I was busy over the summer, and I saw yinz guyz a bit too...but now...I'm EVEN MORE BUSY, but it's SO fucking worth it because of these 2:
All of us! Melly, Lindsey and I :)
OMFG SHE'S FROM KOREA!!!!!!!!! ISN'T SHE THE MOST ADORABLE THING EVER?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!! Her Korean name is Hyung Kyung, but we call her Lindsey :)
So yeah I have 6 classes, and LOTS of daily homework in EVERY ONE OF THEM...so I'm really busy with homework >.< but...BUT! I am almost certain that I am: A. dropping my one comm class, B. dropping my comm minor, and C. tranferring to Pitt in the fall...I love all the people up here, and they're the ones that made me decide not to go to Pitt this year...but I can't stand the French department here any longer...it's just bull-fucking-shit, and I don't think i'm getting the education I'm paying for...so it's bye-bye to SRU and HELLO PITT! haha I'm not 100% certain, but I'm probably 75% certain about transferring...I'll miss all my Jap friends here, but I should be able to hang out with them elsetimes :) I'll come harass them every now and then ;)
As for moi, I've *officially* lost 25lbs, according to the doctor :) I'm 162lbs, shooting for 140lbs by December! I think with my mind on a new route to weightloss and such, I can do it, and I WILL do it :) I'm gonna start going to this Step Plus class, so that'll burn a SHITELOAD of calories lol that on top of my usual 3-day/week bicycle in the AM*8am mind you >.<* so I'm excited to see what I look like 20lbs lighter still! I've found fruit that I like to eat DAILY*grapes*mmmmmmmmmmmmm and I'm trying to be good about the whole chocolate thing, but it's hard to do that...I can splurge every now and then, just making sure that I try to make up for it as much as I can via exercise or a little less calories the next few days :) If anyone wants any tips/pointers/motivation, gimme a call :D
I've been kinda depressed lately, and it took me until last weekend to really realize and get through my head what was wrong and thinking more positively...I was afraid of losing Forrest for a while... wasthinkingtoomuchaboutmarriageandstuffbutyeahineedtowaitijustwantedtoknowihadthecommitmentandididthewholetimebutididntbelieveituntilihadadepressedroommateandhadarevelation ...but yes I am MUCH happier now and am excited for what the future brings :) I need to call Rach, Ceahter, Lyse and Kat to see how they're doing and such...have a talk with them, and even hang out with rach and ceather :D cause that's just fun lol
OMFGILOVEMYROOMMATESANDWE'REGONNAHAVESOMUCHFUNTHISSEMESTER!?!?!?!? <3s go out to them and everyone else :D
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| THINGY THINGER! |
[14 Jun 2006|10:49am] |
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Leave your name, and ..
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.
So leave it yo! :P
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| OMFG UPDATE!!! |
[07 Jun 2006|10:44am] |
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I totally haven't updated for 2 months XD I'm so bad...lol so yeah so goes life...I've been busy the past couple months, and when I'm not, I forget to update or just plain don't feel like it at all haha so yeah I guess I'll update you guys on what I've been up to yo :P
School was hell the last month...you guys know...all the teachers save the biggest projects til the last month to do them...yeah I had that XD 2 4-6 page papers, one on a book, one I had to do research for...then OMG the week before and week of finals was PURE HELL...I did _nothing_ but prepare for finals...I had to find answers to 10 questions for my astronomy final, but they had to be in full detail or you failed, had to find answers for my comm class*wasn't that bad*, had my french finals*both were actually a pain in the ass cause I had essays for each...the one was almost all essay and just a pain but fairly easy...the other was just ugh...analyzing shit in french sucks balls*, japanese final*which wasn't that bad, but it's still pure memorization lol*, and yeah that was pretty much it, but I did this all with my back in excrutiating pain...tues night the last week of classes I fucked up my back*again* and had to deal with that until after finals were over...that sucked balls cause I was pretty much in bed the entire time, which is really hard to do work in...RARG so yeah I was really glad when finals were over...then I got sick and hung out with you guys XD
2 year anniversary with Forrest <3 Had a very good weekend with him...oh and I hope Alyse and Mike had a wonderful 4 year anniversary ^,^
Since then, I've gone back to work*ugh* and they were gonna put me in the garden center, but changed their minds and now I'm in Housewares...the department manager is extremely nice and forgiving with days off and such that I needed with greg's graduation and such ^,^ She's on vacation this week, so things are going a lot faster than before...there's 3 of us total in this department, and frankly, I think it's too many...I mean...both me and this other girl zone*go around and put stuff where it belongs cause peoples is retarded* and get the returns and put it away...so if we're both working, we're both bored to death and thensome! I love zoning, don't get me wrong...but if that's the ONLY thing I do for 2 almost 3 weeks, I get bored easily...I need to get access into the telxon thingies so I can scan stuff and move stuff around...I'm seriously ready to kill myself halfway into my shift >.< it sucks...BUT I heard that the other Cheryl, in Crafts, is going on a leave, so I'm thinking of asking if I can go back there...cause I mean, I'm already trained there, I know what to do, how to do it, and know at least a little bit about it back there, you know? and the best part is I love it back there...I keep telling everyone that at the rate I'm going, by the time I get a real job and get out of walmart, I'll have been in every department/know the store by heart I mean hell...I already know 4 by heart, and 2 I know decently well XD so yeah FUCK YOU WALMART lol
I screwed up my foot the other day at work...fell off the ladder cause I thought I was on the last step but wasn't XD oops...mibad...yeah that hurt like hell for a day and a half, then started to go away, and now I'm fine*thankfully*
Over the semester, I lost 10lbs...GO ME! I need to get on a good exercising plan here...cause I don't have access to the gym...so far it's walking down to the clubhouse and playin good ol' DDR! with greg, sometimes andrew :) As soon as I get my license, I'm gonna ask to borrow da car to go to north park when I'm off work XD then I can walk/jog/bike if I want to, and maybe even go to the pool to swim...if anyone is interested in going, let me know and I'll call you up when I go :) until then...I'm stuck here XD I start lessons tomorrow night with this Elias dude...I think Heahter had him? I've heard many good things on him from others, so we'll see about that :P
Oh, and hopefully I can get the 26th off...I need to ask about that today or else I'm not gonna be able to get it off to go with you guys to Kennywood...I'll probably work sunday*who knows what time* but I should be able to get monday off :) yayness!
I gots to go get ready for work and do a few other things beforehand, but I figured I had time and remembered, so I updated yinz guyz :P LOVE YOU!
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Three Names you go by
1. Cher
2. Ass
3. Cracky McCracken
Three Parts of Your Heritage
1. German
2. Welsh
3. Slovak
Three Things That Scare You
1. Not being loved and not having anyone to love(other than family)
2. Losing my loved ones
3. Freaky eyes
Three of Your Everyday Essentials
1. BRAS.
2. Phonamajig
3. FOOG!!!
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. New shirt that says "You remind me of my NEXT boyfriend" XD it was too funny to pass up
2. Slippers
3. White pants :D
Three Things You Need in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Honesty
2. Trust
3. Fun
Two Truths and a Lie
1. I love not knowing where I will get a job
2. The french program here makes me want to transfer
3. I'm trying to lose weight
Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You
1. Eyes
2. Hair
3. Apparently I've grown to like muscles a bit...lol
Three of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Being a complete and utterly annoying dork
2. Learning new french stuff without stressing over things
3. MOVIE NIGHT WITH TEH GIRLS!!! :D
Three Things You want to do really badly right now
1. Kill my French teacher because she doens't give us the answers to the questions and has 50 bajillion things for us to learn
2. Talk to my friends
3. Get rid of my flub and have the body I want right now :(
Three New Places You Want to go
1. France
2. New Zealand*yay for LOTR!!*
3. Japan
Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Get married to the man I love
2. Travel to the past three places, if not live in one of them*or Canadia lol*
3. Learn*fluently* Japanese, Chinese, Welsh, French, Russian, and a few other languages I can't think of
Three Ways that you are stereotypically a Girl/Guy
1. I wear jewelry every day
2. I like hugs and cuddling*with Forrest AND all mah friends :3*
3. I am really concerned about my weight/the way I look
Three Things that annoy you
1. Racists and people that think HORRIBLY about fat people or even people that have a little bit of flub*coughmeandkatcough*
2. Closed-minded people/people that think they're always right
3. People that expect you to know everything or just about everything when you don't*coughwalmartandteacherscough*
Three people I would like to see take this quiz
1. Rach, Kat, Lyse*you guys are all in one category XD*
2. Mel, Shari
3. Amber
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OK yeah so all I've really used this for is ranting lately, so sorry ahah it makes me feel better to get it off my chest and everything organized instead of thinking about it 24/7...but anywho
OK so yeah we apparently had a violation: extention cord problem. Our CA came to do the safety checks a few weeks back, and said that we couldn't have our extention cable like that and that she would come back and check on it the next week...so we were like OK sure and after she left we fixed it - we completely unplugged it cause there was only one thing plugged in, and we could connect it to the plug strip we have...so were like "ok we're all good and dandy now" and minded our own business from then on...then we get this letter monday saying that we have to make a meeting with buffy, our resident life coordinator, by the end of the week...we were like wtf ok whatever and I e-mailed her to make an appointment, and the EARLIEST she could meet me was today...so I go meet with her right after class and I'm like "I don't know why this is a problem" and she was like "extention cords are a fire hazard, but if you have a surge protector you're OK" and like...I personally don't see how it's any more of a hazard than plugging something into the fucking wall..I mean seriously! Then I was like "oh, really? I didn't know that"...and she was like "this green book here you have...you got it when you got your key" and I was like "no I didn't get that...what is it?" "it's the regulations book...you got your key right?" and I was like "yeah" and yeah she said "then you should have gotten it"...I totally didn't get that and have never seen that in my life...she proceeds to say that all students are supposed to know all the regulartions and shit and I was like WTF How the hell am I supposed to know all the shit in there!!!*of course I didn't say that...* then I think "she probably doesn't even know all of them, so how the hell am I supposed to?" I'm totally ticked by now...then she's like "I'll take off the violation this time, but it's only a warning...next time you'll get fined for it" and I was like "I COULD HAVE GOTTEN FINED FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T KNOW??? WTF!!!!!! !@#$#^*#%^@#%*&"*didn't say that either* but she was like "and 'not knowing' isn't an excuse" THEN I got REALLY pissed...I left and I bitched to Shari cause yeah I was up there haha and I can't stop thinking about it because it's so rediculous...I REALLY hate things like that
Oh and right before that, I got a paper back and I got an 83 PERCENT ON IT!! I spent sooo much time working on that thing...I had to find an ad with 200+ words and write about it...I think I spent more time looking for the damn thing than I did working on the paper...I am so ticked right now it's not even funny...I havent' gotten a B in a year, and even then it was a high B...I almost got a C on my fucking paper!! grr :( I thought I did pretty damn good on that paper! I mean seriously!
At least we didn't get fined, that's good...and at least I didn't get a C, cause then I'd be depressed probably...but yeah I'm stressing out a bit cause I have 4 tests next week, and a paper due as well, plus hw/research to do...WTF!!! after next week should be OK, but until then I'm like AH!! haha oh my
Good news though! I've lost 4 pounds :) And I think my grandmother is leaving for a month or two! She's been pissing me off lately cause me and forrest are THAT gross...I mean, he was just lying on me, nto nekkid or anything...just CUDDLING...I know you guys probably think "OMG THEY SMOTHER EACH OTHER" but yeah we really aren't that bad...I've tamed him a bit lol OH!! and I got a new phone! it's awesome :) not quite used to the buttons and it being a flip phone, but other than that, I like the features on it but yay!! hehe I am doing better in my French lit class and am not TOTALLY stressed about it, just pretty stressed ahaha but it is better!
I also might be going to Tekkoshocon! I need to talk to Liz more to see if she can indeedily give me a ride to/from the con, and if that's the case then I'm gonna go :) not looking forward to the loss of $$ XD but I think it'll be fun, and I get to see like, ALL of my friends which is the BIGGEST plus ever! yay! I am excited hehe I just wish I could sew to make a Sailor Jupiter costume :'(
I think I'm done ranting for now ^,^() LOVE YOU ALL!!!! <3 :) hehe
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Holy poop it's 1am and I'm still up...HOLY SHIT I haven't updated in almost 2 months XD OK mibad on that one...I've been busy...december it was studying for finals then family/fun time...and being sick for a week...january it's been being sick, making decisions*too many, might I add* and coming back to school*and doing all the damn work*...and I've been depressed the past week or so for many reasons...and I need to get this off my chest, once and for all...so I warn you now...this is sadness :(
Starting this semester, I needed to decide within the first week of school whether I am going to commute next year or not...spent countless hours looking at cars so I could get an insurance quote cause guess what? My parents REFUSE to have me on their insurance. So there it doubles*ish* They said they don't want me on their becasue if I have 1 accident, then both our rates will go up...and if it's a major accident, then no one will take us...so yeah, lovely trust they have in me. I understand their position...I just feel like they don't trust me 1 bit with anything...so that's been frustrating me.
Then now I'm taking 6 classes: japanese, writing II, comm class, french(speaking), french(LIT) and astronomy...my writing and comm class are raping me in the ass one way, and french(LIT) is in another...writing/comm: 12 papers + however many tests they decide to give throughout the semester...french(LIT): 5 papers + 4-5 tests + not knowing wtf anything means + it just being a fucking lit course...yeah that's totally raping me right now...I don't like to be raped. I spent ALL fucking week doing NOTHING but hw for those classes...no fun, no nothin...oo a phone call here and there...still need a fucking break...so yeah I got overly stressed with that and Thursday I totally broke down and was to the point where I could barely breathe...called forrest to try and help, and it did a little, but I was still having a hard time breathing...THAT was not fun...so I tried to take it easy...and succeeded for one night
Friday I tried to get some of my hw done so I didn't have to worry about doing it all sunday, and I got almost nowhere lol played a game with dad for a while, then forrest spent the night, then in the early am we went to get me and my bro's permit :) so I am legal again*kinda sorta* then I tried to do some more homework, but I really didn't feel like doing it...cause you know, I already spent my entire week on hw, I felt as though I deserved a break*and still do*...so then I just chilled with forrest/family for a while and we played texas hold 'em for 3-4 hours...sunday we slept til 12, then went to forrest's to exercise, then I got frustrated with it cause I hate doing it and he was trying to show me the proper way to do it, and yeah I really don't want to put the effort in to strength train anymore...maybe bicep curls, lunges and some ab exercises, but that's all...cause I can do those correctly with little effort*thinking effort* then we came back to my house and went to dinner for greg's b-day and such...left home at 9:15 to get back here 10ish...not even enough time to read 8 pages*had to unpack stuff too* so there went my weekend
MWF I've been going to the gym before class and doing cardio for about half an hour, then I get a headache and all sucks, except I get a bagel when I'm done and they're good <3 hehe but yeah I feel good about doing that...not so much for the headache/actually doing it, but I like how I feel afterwards...so I'm going to keep up with that, no matter what...but I do feel kind of frustrated with this whole losing weight thing...I don't want to do anything...I want to starve myself so I have less of an effort and see results faster, but I know that's not good for your AT ALL*plus I don't think I could starve myself for more than 2 days XD*...I just want results, so that I can keep it off, not just maintain my current weight
I'm just so frustrated with so many things now it's not even funny...those that I've mentioned, plus many more littler things...I just want to take a break and not have to worry about anything...but if I do that, then ti's going to be worse cause of hte makeup work >.< so yeah this is going to blow...I'm getting tired, so I didn't type others*plus I can't think of them* so yeah...so is life...it sucks right now and I can't stop crying, and keep getting to the point where I can hardly breathe...I think it's because I changed pills, and I think this one is messing with my hormones moreso than the other I was on...I'm hoping that writing in here will help me feel better, so we'll see...if it doesn't, I'm going to change my pill back to the other one, if I can...
oi vey
thanks for those of you that actually read it...having the balls and such...if you didn't, you're smart hahha I love you guys <3 leave some love here :3
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[05 Dec 2005|01:02pm] |
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I feel so bad for Nique...I wish her bf would stop being an asshole. Apparently, he hasn't called her in like...6 days now and like, won't tell her why, and rejects all her calls and concerns. She's crying her heart out and I really wish there was something I could do. I want to go beat up this kid and get all the info she wants out of him. I really hope things work out, cause she's never like this...I've never seen her so sad...she's always happy and jumpy and outgoing...now she's taking a nap in bed...hell, I would too...<3
To get away from the sad stuff, I ONLY HAVE 2 WEEKS LEFT UNTIL WE'RE DONE!!! WOOT!!! hehe I cannot WAIT to get home and stay home...but then again, I will be working...which will suck...major ass...fuck hahaha oh well...I'll have $$ so I won't be poor...well, as much XD I can't wait to see you guys and have a fun party with yins guys :P
I have been pissed at things, in general lately...especially my mom...OK I have a concert this sunday at 4, and practice saturday from 11-1, so I'm staying here friday night, then I originally wanted to leave after practice on saturday, because saturday is Forrest's 21st birthday :) and then I'd come back up with my parents, they'd watch my concert, and we'd come back home til tuesday, when I have my first final...all good and dandy then mom says "I'd rather not do that...it's 2 hours wasted out of my day"...and like...ugh it's going to be the same as 2 weekends, including during finals week, only not over the span of 2 weeks...no biggie, or so I'd think...cause she's been doing it all semester...but noooooooo she has to say that and BLAR that pisses me off...and like...seriously, I wouldn't mind, but its FORREST'S BIRTHDAY!!! grr that pisses me off
I'm cold...
Oh and also...I've been going back and forth with my mom about commuting next year, and she really doesn't want me to because she'll be losing money...OK look...I spent an hour figuring everything out last night...OK for 4 more semesters here, staying in one of the dorms it will cost me $7892, with coming home every weekend. If I get a $15,000 car that will last me 5-10 years, has an average MPG the same as my mom's car, and average $2.50/gal of gas, it will be $18,300. It seems like a lot, but in the longrun, it'll be fine...the difference is $10,380 between the two, but the car will last 5-10 years, not just the next 2 here at college...and it will cost more for me in reality...because I will spend $7982 + $15,000, for getting a car later in life...so there's $22,982...that's a fuckload of money...mom's more concerned about her right now, which is fine, but WE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO GET ME AND GREG THROUGH A YEAR AND A HALF OF COLLEGE!!! no ifs, ands or but(t)s. And it's not going to be ALL at once, at least for the car...and I'd be paying off the car, while in college...also...if I was at home, I'd work roughly 20 hours a week, bringing in about 2000 a semester...so that helps pay for the car as well...but anywho...I will stop my arguement there, becasue ti's fuckin good and I'm probably botherin my roomie...
Love ya!!
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[16 Nov 2005|09:48pm] |
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WHEEEE!! I are teh hyper right now XD Forrest makes me giggle lol but yes, I am doing pretty much anything to get away from doing work...as I have 6 papers to do on movies in French, as well as the papers being in French...so yeah that blows ass...started one and barely have it half done*at least an hour of work...prolly closer to 2*...but anyways...
SCHEDULING CONFLICT #1:
Went to register on the 15th at 2pm, and I couldn't find my new RAC number to sign up, and I was panicing, but girl across the hall was nice enough to tell me it's on this nice little paper I got from my advisor...yay! OK so I go and I enter in my first course and it pops out with NO RECORD OF IMMUNIZATION: CONTACT HEALTH CENTER...WTF!!! I sent it 2-3 weeks ago, and it was by FAX...a 30-second process. So I'm like "fuck now what do I do?" so I find the health center extention, call them and ask them if they have it on file(in case they're lazy...) and they're like "no we don't have it" so I was like "ok that's wierd, I sent it 2-3 weeks ago...ok bye"...by now I'm flipping out...I have 1 class I'm worried about cause there's 1 opening left...so I'm kickin shit, screaming my lungs out and crying...I call mummy and ask her for the phone number to my doctor's office so I can bitch someone out*I wouldn't really do that, I just like saying it*...call them and ask them if they sent it when I asked them, and they did send it: the 28th of October. So I was like "great...SRU f'in lost it" and the lady was like "I can resend it right now if you'd like" and I was like YES OMFG!!! lol so I hang up with her and call the health center back again...I'm like "I just called my doctor's office and they said they did send my file, so I don't know what to do" and the girl's probably thinking I'm nuts...so she sends my call over to someone that knows more of what s/he's doing...she says "oh you're wanting to know about your immunization? we're getting a fax now...it's your immunization record" I'm like "no shit" in my head...and she's like "you're worried about scheduling right? I'll unlock you right now" and she did and I was like "thank you sooo much": problem solved...SRU's just f'in retarded and prolly misplaced my paper, or threw it away or something like that...cuase yeah people like fucking with me...but anyways...I go online to schedule and I get into all my classes except 1.
SCHEDULING CONFLICT #2
I want to take 19 credits, cause I added 2 minors and need to take all the classes I can get, so I get to the last class I'm going to enter, and it's like "error: incorrect semester hours" or something like that...so I'm like "great"...e-mail my advisor and ask him wtf is up with that...he says I have to fill out some stupid form if I wanna take more than 18 credits a semester...so he gives me it today and I'm filling it out...I did all the classes I'm not guaranteed in, then saved french for last cause I can get in there no matter what...but I don't know what my QPA is, cause I'm a transfer and it doesn't show up on your audit report or whatever the hell it is, so my advisor is going to look it up for me :) He's so helpful to me I'd be tooootally lost without him haha so yay! problems solved(for now) lol
don't you love my stories? lol Oh! I feel like...almost uber smart in French lately...then I started doing papers and I'm like "I don't konw what that word is, or that, or that..." lol but I cna feel myself getting better at french and I are teh excited :D
Forrest took me to Victoria's Secret to get bras and OMG my boobs are huge, but I have WONDERFUL support...I'm soooo glad I got them! yay! Still working out! I feel a bit skinnier, and a lot more attractive physically now, even though it's only been 3 weeks :) yay!
I am getting to be brokeded with moonies...I may have to transfer $$ from my savings to checking...O.o don't want to do that, but will if I have to
and to conclude this entry, I will post my schedule :D :
MWF
10-10:50 ~ Personal Fitness Walk/Jog...no idea but yeah it's required lol
11-11:50 ~ Japanese 102!
12-12:50 ~ Communication Concepts
1-1:50 ~ ASTRONOMY!!!!!! I are teh excited!!! yay!
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9:30-10:45 ~ French Literature
11-12:15 ~ French Communications
2-3:15 ~ College Writing II
fini!
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I've been so fuckin busy these past few days and I'm feelin it...I'm stressed out, a bit, from it, but it's slowly getting better. I have 2 more tests this week, and I had one today, plus it's French Week, so there's a shitload of activities I need to help out with, plus 6 classes and homework on top of it...oh and I need to finish a French presentation by Thursday that I really don't feel like doing cause I suck at talking to people :( the only time I've had to myself is 3 or so hours last night, and tonight...4 or so hours...tomorrow I will have more time though, so that'll be nice...then Thursday will be another day from hell...4 classes, presentation + studying for 2 tests...wonderful...I don't want thursday to come :(
Our handle fell off our window cause the screw was rusted off...so maintenance came in today and fixed it...but for a few hours, we didn't have a window at all...so we were touching the trees right outside our window XD it was awesome
I've started to exercise here guys! I've been strength training 3X per week, and I went swimming once...was gonna go swimming tonight, but my stomach hurts...I might be getting a UTI, otherwise I dunno what it is...but yeah I'm feeling good about the exercising, and I'm going to try my darnedest to keep it up :) wish me luck!
I'm also selling jewelry here to try and make $$...it's for Cookie Lee and I get half the profits XD so I'm hoping for like...at the very least $100 to spend on Xmas
( Fun Fun :) )
Miss you guys muchly <3 lurve
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I've been sick the past 3 days or so...sniffling, sore throat, sneezing, coughing...the works...decided to skip 2 of my classes, possibly the last one as well XD but enough of the sickness
Last week I added 2 minors to my French major: Communications and East Asian Studies...cause I'm screwed if I don't add anything...I did some research on what I should study to help get a job after college, and basically found out that they want business/management degrees, so I was like fuck that, and went to my chairperson and asked her about it...she suggested those 2 would be really good for help, and I mapped out the classes I need to take by the end of college, and I can do it if I take 6 classes/semester, go to France and take 2 classes there over the summer, and I'd have to take 3-4 classes over the summer still...so I'm going for it, I mean...I can always drop a minor if I feel as if I can't do it, but I think I can. I have 6 classes this semester and it's not that bad of a workload, plus I'm treasurer of 2 clubs and secretary of 1 of them as well, so I think I can do it. I'm aiming for 7 classes next semester, but I don't know what ones I can get into. I've looked to see which ones are offered, and all the ones I can take are pretty much ALL language courses: french, japanese, and english writing/communication courses. So that's going to blow...I hope I can get into all of the ones I want!
Right now I hate my computer class cause he's a fuckin indian and can't speak english worth shit, so therefore you can't understand his tests and not a single person in any of his classes got an A on his only test. THAT'S SAD...people like that should be fired. I mean, how can you expect us to learn if you can't talk english? Language teachers are the only exception, and then, you're expected to know english and can talk it, even with your accent. I can't wait for this semester to be over because of that class...it fuckin blows...I like all my other classes though, even though choir stresses me out like no other >.<
At home we redid our driveway so there'll be no more puddles! and no more drainage into the house, and we're putting in cement "rocks"...a sidewalk to look like rocks, but they're not...we got a pattern thingy to make rock-shaped cement, and if you turn it, you can make them all fit together, and it looks like a random pattern, but it's really the same thing turned :P I really like it...but yeah I'm helpin dad with it this weekend, plus 50 other things I have to do O.o
OK the internet here is getting to be as bad as West Chester's...it's off mroe than it's on...and it randomly shuts down, then is back on again in 5 minutes...WTF!@#@%! it's gehy
oh and yeah guess what? My roomie wants me to move out cuase I go to bed "early"...seriously, is 12 really that early? I have class at 9 or 9:30, so I get up at 8 or 8:30...she doesn't have class til 10 or 11...if I didn't have to get up til then, I'd definately stay up til 1 or 2 in the morning...if I don't get a certain amount of sleep, I'm worthless the next day...this is how she asked me to move out: "Hey are you going to be here 12:30-1:45?" "probably just to change for class and leave" "what about 3:15-4?" "probably to do stuff on computer before I go to class real quick...why?" "oh well...I was wondering if you'd want to room with Rachel's roommate"(rachel's a girl that's in her ex-sorority and happens to live down the hall) "um...I'd rather not...have I been doing anything that's been pissing you off?" "well...it's just that you go to bed so early............" said something else but I don't remember exactly what she said...but yeah tha'ts direct quotes*or as close as they're going to get* so yeah the way she brought it up kinda pissed me off, adn this was like...2 weeks ago? soemthing like that...now she's been actually talking to me and being nice and such, so I'm wondering if she changed her mind...but either way, if she wants things to change, then she's doing everything herself...and I will choose where I go/what I do...A. I'm senior to her and B. she's the one being a bitch about it...we'll see what happens lol
I'm gonna go do something...maybe write this 2 page paper due tues on a dance performance I had ot see...
Lurve :3
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